I am living proof that spirituality can be your path, even if you have small children, even if you are a single mum. In this episode I share how there are times when I very much relate to the 3D hardships we can all get sucked into. I feel your frustration when you are on a roll with your spiritual practices and then there comes a BUMP on the road. What is the lesson in falling out of "the vortex?" How can we squash these annoying, low vibes when they come our way? Here's the secret... we don't. We ride the wave that is life and come to the realization that it is all part of the journey. Check out my offerings and socials from my website www.pixiesteps.com.au
This is episode one of spiritual AF with Pixie Rose, the podcast for people going on their spiritual journey, knowing we are spiritual beings having a human experience.
I'm here to represent those aligning to spiritual teachers, those that are woke, but those in all of this enlightenment, want to keep it real. I'm a soulpreneur, and I'm living proof that you can live consciously, ethically, achieve all your dreams and live in abundance. I have been running my own intuitive services called Pixie steps for two years. I work as a psychic and medium. I'm also a level two, quantum healing hypnosis technique practitioner, and I'm a proud Mum, to two young children. When I had my spiritual awakening I dived deep into every spiritual teaching, I could find. And I did my best to follow these teachings. One thing that I found quite early on was that it felt like the spiritual path, couldn't fully apply to me because I had a baby. One thing I want to bring to this podcast is how to be spiritual, when you're a mum, especially when you're a single mum. So how can you be in 5D when you have small children, kids that keep you up at night, kids that don't listen. That won't let you fill up your cup, who interrupt your self care practices, kids that interrupt your creative flow. Kids will tell you they hate you, or that you are dumb.
When you have been given experiences like this, it is easy to judge yourself. I must have failed as a mother or I've spoiled my kids. I've given them too much love and now they're ungrateful. How can you transmute these thoughts and feelings. When you don't get 20 minutes to meditate. When you can't get enough silence to gather your thoughts to journal them out. When you're single and you can't leave the kids at home, so you can go for a run. You are forced to sit in these emotions. You are spiritual enough that you can see, this must be a lesson, you need to find gratitude in this experience.
But really a big part of what of you just wants to cry. Find some escapism in a vise like alcohol, junk food, TV, or even sex with the soundtrack of buried alive by otep. Spirituality is belief and practice. It is having the belief in something higher than yourself, but also practicing these beliefs. These practices may be yoga, meditation, dance, Tantra. What happens when you can't live your best life for a period of time, because of certain circumstances. You may be single, you may be in lockdown. You may be experiencing sickness. There could be a combination of things that hinder your spiritual practices.
We are meant to be rising to 5D. And yet, you keep getting bogged down in 3D bullshit. Know this, if you weren't given these special circumstances, you could quite easily bypass these difficult emotions. There is a rise in toxic positivity that feeds that fears, the Shadow Work, that tells us to transmute all of this, to love and joy. This is not always the reality. Feeling these feelings is not a problem that needs to be fixed. It's not something that you just need to get over. It's not always possible to transmute it into something that feels better. That feels more comfortable.
These are growing pains. Growth feels uncomfortable. If you bypass your growth. You're going to miss out on these really juicy lessons. The ones that define you. There are many times in my life where I feel like my life could be better, because of this that or the other.
I need to forgive myself every day for wanting to escape my dark moments. I forgive myself again and again. I may always need to. Yes, I'm a spiritual being. But I'm having a human experience. I'm creating my reality. And I'm creating a reality with so much growth, so much substance in my lessons. Ease and grace would have been great. But maybe my soul knows that I would get bored of that. And that is why I create challenges or awkwardness, and even rage.
We don't look for enlightenment and peace. That's what we might think, is the goal. But this is not something that can be achieved in this reality. I do dream of reality that's different. And sometimes I do experience 4D, or 5D, and it feels amazing. But then my soul needs to expand further.
And the only way I can do this is to go through the darkness, to feel this growing pain. And then once it's over. You can see the beauty in it all. Really, it doesn't feel beautiful at the time. It's like art depicting life as an artist, we can make that pain look beautiful, but really it was painful. And it didn't feel beautiful at the time. Looking back at it as a form of beauty, makes it all worth it.
Do I know polarity in creation or separation?
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